Alright... into day 3.
Went to work for a bit this morning to meet with a regular client. He told me that I looked really healthy. What is that supposed to mean? I look healthy? I don't think I look any different than usual... The only thing different, is I haven't smoked pot in 2 days. Ah, well... Maybe he's just crazy...
Well, right now, I have this feeling in the pit of my stomach. Will NOT go away. Thought it was because I was hungry... so I hate. Still feel the same. Took an advil. Still the same feeling. I'm thinking it's nerves. It almost feels like butterflys in the stomach, but much worse.
Other than that, I feel good.

Your nerves will be somewhat on edge for a little while. After today the worst part should be over. There is only one way to go about this, and that is exactly how you have been doing it, one day at a time. Be thankful that your not trying to quit cocaine, herion, or for that matter alcohol or tobbaco. Be very thankful that you became dependent on the most forgiving substance that I know of that is a whole bunch of fun.

By the way I am not anonymous. I am big Hoss. Must have forgot to log in on my last post.

Okay... made it through Day 3.
I had an awesome sleep last night. Just work up actually and it's already 10am!!!!
I'm not even smoking as many ciggarrettes as usual! I usually smoke between 13 - 18 cig's a day, yesterday I had a total of 5! Maybe I'll quit those next!
Decided to go to New York for the weekend.
Haven't gone to the states in so long, because I am scared of the drug laws there. Now, I have no excuse!
I'm soooo looking forward to it.

You should go to New York and have some fun. You have in my book earned it. Nothing beats winning, not even the best high. Take Care

Man,

If your serious, you are on your way.... I've quit, and the feeling subside after a week or so, things will just get better now... the more you can do to keep your mind off of it the better.... Winter months are HARD, nothing to do nowere to go.. you headin to NY for the weekend will help emencly as long as your not put in the position to smoke by friends or anything...

Keeping busy, your best friend right now, as you have figured out already.... your on your way...

Okay.. plans changed. I'm leaving for NY tomorrow instead, and staying till monday.
This sucks though, cause now, I'm sitting here at home, it's 11:00. I so so so so so want to smoke a joint.
Maybe it's cause all my plans had to change. I'm sure I would be fine if the original NY plan was in action. But, now I have to wait till tomorrow to be OK.
Just got in my car, and drove past a dealers house. Seen his car in the driveway. With $10 in my pocket, I thought of just buying one. Instead, I drove around the block, then headed home. Now I'm here.
See, I know I want to quit. This is day 4!! I thought today would be better, but it's probably the worst day so far!!!!!
Maybe because it is friday. I don't drink either... well, that's not true. I drink wine. That's it though, and I really only buy a bottle once a month... sometimes not even!
It's too late now... there are no liquor stores open. Not that I want to substitute weed for liquor! That's not it at all! It's just, I am so damn bored!
My hubby got called in to work, and won't be home for another hour! (hence the reason we can't leave for NY till tomorrow)....
You know, if it wasn't for this forum, I probably would not have succeeded in getting as far as I have.
Well, I'm probably best to just try and get some sleep now anyways. We have to be at the airport early tomorrow.
I'm bringing my comp., So I'll probably check in at some point while I'm gone....
Anyways, again, thanks all for your support...
Goodnight!

Sorry Wodan I didn't think my post was that stupid, aside from the fuckaz part...but that doesn't matter does it? Simply put this woman needs to quit smoking pot and she's confused as to why she won't; I simply stated that it's not the pot she's quiting it's the thc, so if she simply gets herself some hemp she can have her pot and eat it too, minus the thc. So therefore all she is quiting would be thc, and not pot in whole, and I think her addiction or fear of addiction is caused by this main point, that she lacks any perspective on why thc is soo important, and she lacks the other cannabinoids in proper ratios to keep her sane, she has clearly gone off the deep end.

And the point I made that Canadians don't know how to grow anything other than drugs is an important point. You Canadians are so self-concerned with yourselves. You think that your hemp fields are going to change the world and you all know you think this, fact is hemp isn't suited for your country it's suited for Mexico, fact is Mexico tries to grow "drugs" when in fact they only know how to grow food crops, prohibition exists today, if it were reversed so would the growing situation. Mexico would grow food(hemp) and Canada would grow drugs, you two could then build a highway right through America and trade hemp for drugs. Warmer climate produce better tasting food, plus Mexico has two growing seasons which means they can produce much more hemp, in terms of economics our system is fucked and it needs to reverse, but then wait America is suited for both drugs and hemp so we don't really need either Mexico or Canada but Canada needs Mexico and Mexico needs Canada.

I have found that smoking Illinois ditchweed ( Hemp ) gives you a headache!